Archive | August, 2010

WWRS? : Resentment?

30 Aug

Inquiring minds want to know (via above link What Would Rabbit Say?):

Do you know who you got the AIDS from? Do you feel resentful towards this person?


I am resentful.

I am almost 100% positive I got it from my own drug use.

I used to be a needle junkie in the worst way and didn’t care where or from whom I got it. I just got it. And look what it got me.

It was really the only situations where I allowed myself the opportunity to become infected.

There are select other incidents, but in my heart I could almost guarantee it came from the dirty needles…

So yes, there is some resentment there – toward myself.

[UPDATE: Please see the follow-up comment below.]